I met this girl who I eventually began to like, admire, love, and became my girlfriend. She was someone who really appreciated me for who I am and knew me inside out. Whenever I got sick, she took care of me. Whenever I had a bad day, she would comfort me. We did all sorts of things together; we'd party, share meals, watch movies, visit aquariums, exchange gifts, spend holidays together, you name it. Never have I met someone who truly loved me so much and would be willing to share everything with me. This young lady brought smiles to my face so often that I'd sometimes have to use sedatives to relax my face muscles.
It was recently that I was told that I could not be with her. I never really believed in stuff like this, but fate played a dominant role. Because of fate, I could not be with the girl that I love. I really hurt, but I had to accept it.
The lady, instead of hating me for putting an end to our relationship, understood my situation and willingly let go. She was so loving, so caring that she did everything that was best for me. I saw her suffer the pain, and it hurt me equally much. But she was so strong, she wanted the best for me. She too accepted the fate.
If only fate wasn't so...Till now I still have strong feelings for this girl. Perhaps in an alternate universe there would be a me and a her who met and spent a happy life together. I can't apologize enough for breaking her heart, for destroying what we had.
Now I wish her the best. I want the best to happen to her. She will meet someone one day who will grant her happiness and whom she will share a wonderful life with. I want her to be strong, successful, and, most importantly, happy.
In the end, what I have to say are 6 words:
Thank you. I'm sorry. Good bye.
[ak14] *05.14.03--01.29.04* | 
